Flawed

I fear the reality
It’s harsh
It’s difficult
It’s hard to accept

It’s not about you
It’s all about me
It’s a part of me
I must embrace

But I can’t do it
It embarrasses me
It’s a flaw in me
It’ll always bug me

I wish to accept it
As flaws are the beauty
Unique or weird
But that’s what makes me

But another side of me
Has me saying
What if the reality
is just an illusion?